no one will pity me coming into this pathetic world..
dont blame them for asking for a meeting
so i waiting in the library..
a change of venue, so i went to the 6th floor..
alrights they're not there..
well.forget it.since im so easily forgotten
i play no part in anyone's life.

i almost died.
bloody nose = lack of oxygen
bloody throat = hurts so much when i tried to swallow(dysphagia?)
bloody GIT = made me feel worse
It's just so uncomfortable!
why am i even allowed to live?

yes, i know humans came to this world alone. & we're going to die alone too.
but...friends are essential.
Somehow...i still feel so left out.
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY?