yea im home already & ready for bed anytime
i was so bored at work but steven suddenly popped out & shocked me..
next, chen siang came by after the rain & deliver me coke light..
& rudi surprised me by appearing at my work place too..
shawn was saying tat i hav so many boyfriends who came to see me..
LOL...!!
im seriously so bored lah..had alot of self-declared break..
anw..steven waited for me until i end my work so we took the train home tgt..

im seriously gonna slp soon..as my eyelids are already half-closed -.-
full shift for tmr & wed..!
oh god..cant u just let me die?!?!

third week of my holidays =X

im working part time at surfers paradise in bugis BHG until thurs
it's SO tiring..folding clothes like every minute!!
it get super messy when those people keeps digging into my nicely folded clothes
it's like they are having " yu sheng"..HUAT AH!! LAO YU SHENG AH!!
LOL!!!

it's still rather enjoyable when i have my new-made friends fron IP zone to talk to me ((:

im working at 1 today..till erm..10 plus pm?!?!
yea..but it cant be any worse as tmr & tues..9.30am to 10 plus pm!!

& i swear tat i'll not be so 'cek ark' when i buy clothes next time..
i say again..it's super tiring & frustrating having to fold clothes over & over again!!

its only 2 weeks into my hoilidays & im already super bored!

this week it's slighty better cos ive work to do.
giving out flyers at simei mrt station..
but its so so so tiring la..

met up with my 2 darlings like finally lah..
we went vivo jalan jalan..
pics will be uploaded soon ya..

& so today i was giving out flyers again..
acc sis to bedok to deposit her coins..& bused back to tamp..

it's mummy's day today..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY!!

we bought the cake already & now we're waiting for mummy to be back..

had my hair cut on wed afternoon
me & winnie walked the entire 201 to find a suitable salon
& after walking like for ages, we settled for a salon which i did my hair before..
tis young-looking guy was my stylist(he's a senior stylist)..
im super fussy but i dont know what hairstyle for myself
so i asked him to trim it but keep the length
& he cut my fringe like his & layered my hair more..
he washed my hair & blow it dry
but i still ask him to cut my side a little shorter
it's looks ok thou sis says it looked weird..
whatever..im already late for my date with mich..

met up with mich at t3
we went tcc, had some tea & coffe, ordered spagetti & wedges
its been long since we've met up & chatted..
left t3 at 6 plus, took train to simei
her mum prepare steamboat & yupps..i ate again..
stayed in her hse till 8 plus
we walked to eastpoint where i acc her book bbq pit for her bdae
we parted at the station;she's going to vivo, im meeting ws at whitesands..

it's almost 9.30 when he reached, so he acc me look for hp strap but cant find any to my liking..
we went coffee club, ordered drinks & dessert..
chit chat until 10 plus
we walked to his place's bus stop & he acc me wait for 39

ytd sheree left the hse again..
but mummy went out to find her back at night..
sigh..xh says our family looks loving..
but in fact, it's just superficial to others..

sigh.why cant i have a really loving family & a loving bf + a family of my own?
LOL..i wish i had lah..wait long long lah..

alright..i've not found any job yet
so today im gonna rot at home again..

* pics will be uploaded soon ( when im free)

i've just received a call from CGH tat they want me to send them my most recent semester results
i was like..OH MY GOD!
my results are like SHIT!

alright..i received a msg from sch to inform me of my results..
i passed all..grats to myself..
here are my results:
Adult Nursing 2 -> D
Nursing Lab 2B -> D
Biological Sci -> D
Pharmacology 1 ->C
Health, Med & Soc & PPR -> C+
Nursing Prac 2B -> C+
Computer applications -> D

like shit right? & worse..my gpa is only less than 2!
im delighted tat i passed all &, thank god & someone tat i passed !

im still havning a little hangover form last night's drinking..
haiis..brother still cant get over with mich & no matter how much i say to both of them they also..........
outsiders cant bother much too..but i'll be dere for both of u as a listening ear lah..

oh..here's wad happened on mon(in case i forgot)..
daddy & mummy went tm to return the mio tv thingy..whilst i was at home preparing myself, waiting for daddy to fetch me..
fatty (winnie) last min say she wants to go too cos she doesnt wan to be at home with sheree..
so daddy, fatty & I sent mummy to sch..& off we go to fetch grandma..
we lunched at tiong bahru..porr fatty having care sick again..
acc grandma to National Cancer Centre (NCC) for her appointment..
after tat went to fetch baby labelle home, top up petrol at tamp, went fetch mummy & lastly terry!

im coping up at home the whole day..it's super bored!!
maybe i'll be going to mum's sch to do some volunteer work 1 of these days((:

a change of number starting from wed...
so i'll be using 96716579..
so dear friends, rmb to update my contact in ur phones ((:

it's only 2 days into my holiday & i'm already bored to death..

i have to look for a job real soon..any job will do
if not i'll really rot at home!!!

results will be out tmr?
oh god..can i not noe my results?
i dun wan any modules push back anymore..

sigh..i dunno wad im thinking of nowadays..
guess im too bored lah...

these are the pics we took at t3 ytd

the time we step foot inside





terry with his funny pose


at YA KUN


the queue is so long lah..


toasts & coffees!!!


winnie & me (:






going home..

listening to winnie's blog song now.

its saturday & im super bored
went KFC with my parents & yang for lunch
library next.& i finally paid my overdue payments, borrowed 2 books.
surprisingly i'll borrow books yea..

im supposed to be at home for yihan
he wanted to borrow my kitchen for whatever reason..
sorry buddy..some other day maybe..
call my hse next time cos my phone is spoilt!!!

it's coming to 2230 already.
im going to uncle's house to fetch daddy after his mahjong session.den to terminal 3 for supper!

i miss my phone..

here are some photes from ward 36 ((:

last day in the ward


the 2 lesbians


hidayah wendy lisa ade


wendy lisa ade


WARD 36!

the weather was still fine when i reached home
but suddenly it just rained heavily
things always happens before one could even noe of it

im getting more & more sick of my life
not tat im negative bout life, having gone trough some upsetting moments or whatsoever..
the thing is, i tend to think TOO MUCH, it's unhealthy.
this days in the ward i see those old patients, having to go through operations after operations, having illnesses, having tonnes of medications.
i would think, "will i be the 1 lying on the bed when im old?"
i would dread lying dere, hopelessly, fully dependent on the nurses
will my husband, son/daughter ,grandchildren, relatives or friends come to visit me?
or will i lie dere, feeling so lonely?

i hate myself thinking of these negative thoughts
but it's inevitable right?

In the ward, i care for my patients. I treat them as if they were my maternal grandmother. I care for them like how i care for maternal grandmother.
But there will be times when im fed-up, i have the urge to let loose of my temper, to be impatient with those poor elderly ladies.

I believe in karma. I want to treat them well, so tat in future, some nurses will take care of me the way i treated my patients.

im thinking alot right now..thinking bout the way i treated my own younger sister.
she's still young. Stil in her rebellious stage. i should have given in more to her.
perhaps i should really think in her perspective.
These days at home, it's so abnormal. We quarrelled because of some minor stuffs.
If only, i could be more considerate too.
I used to hate people telling me what to, even though i noe they mean well.
I used to hate people for being mean, when im also mean to others.
I used to dislike people when i dislike the look on their faces.
I noe im not good-looking either, but still, im used to it.
Lots of things, i noe..dere's no need for me to give my opinions.
But still, im used to being me.
Im changing, hopefully for the better, trying hard.

Pardon me, my friends.
It's wendy being emo here again.
But, dont ever assume that u understand me.
I really HATE that, & im never gonna change that.


i guess, it's late.
morning shift tmr & i hav another long & tiring day to face.
Oh god, please save me something good.

my weekend sure passed so fast
a little slacking here & dere..& its gonna be monday again!

oh..5 more days left to my holidays!!
i wonder what i'll do for holidays..more slacking?

im not done with my case study yet. not even touched a fraction of it.
oh god..im only left with tmr & tues to get it done with.

im exhausted lah..i seriously hate my posting when i hav nothing to do..
kinda slack having the YR1s around.. :D

morning shift tmr!! gonna turn in soon if not my panda eyes will be so obvious!
cheers to my last week in ward 36~!

YES! 1 last wk to go before my holidays!!!
& i seriously dunno wad to do for my holidays.
maybe i'll have to look for a stable job soon?
i shan't say that happened in the ward today.
im still TOO lazy..! :P
cant write much too if not my father will be nagging at me till my ears drop!
So,i was supposed to go pasir ris park with them when i returned home
but i went to sleep..
woke up, used the com, played some online games
dont think sis would wan to dl any games
she is satisfied with her psp already
& so, this makes me SIAN when no game is downloaded!

okok. went eastpoint to stock up our necessities at 8 plus.
saw ericko who had just finished his afternoon shift.
went up with my brother to talk to him
then..
he suddenly said 'hi' to this rather old-looking guy whom i dun even noe.
& he thought that guy was my father.. ROFL!@#$%^&*!
yea,he saw my mother, commented that i looked like my mother
& finally said 'hello' to the right guy (my father)!

when i told my mum & sis of this ?joke, i couldnt stop laughing..LOL
im sorry ericko, but its really fuuny :D

saw a familliar looking guy when im on my way to the carpark..
MR NATHAN & his family! I mean my sec sch's DM, mr nathan..hahas!
& surprisingly he rmbs me too..

alrights..gonna replenish my sleep now
if not my PANDA look-alike photo will appear in this blog..
1 last week!!!

pardon me for not updating my blog.
the previous com broke dowm again & mummy still haven sent it for repair
currently using new com which mummy & daddy bought.
the screen is big, with in-build speaker etc..
im not familiar with computers so i'll just use whatever available
anw..its been here since sunday..using it only today..

1 more day for this wk & im left with 1 wk to go!
im dreading this attachment..seriously cant wait for it to end lah
the ward has 13 YR1s, 10 YR2s, 3 YR3s? & ITE YR2s.
super lots of students lah..& im so free dere..
we have this buddy system where we have to teach our buddy..
my buddy is super lazy..only noe how to sit down & talk to patients..
i cant be bothered to ask him to do anything..
he's super weird lah..likes to talk to himself..talk rubbish..
&&& he likes to ask my WHY when i telll him to do something..

oh..i got assessed on dressing by this !@#$%^&* CI today & i did it so badly!
she said my skills are wrong blah blah blah & may cause pt to get infected..
BUT how sterile can my sterile field be when she keep crossing her hands/arms ( which she din wash or use hand-rub) across my sterile field? -.-
its a waste of my time to use the hand-rub twice, medical & surgical handwash..!

WHATEVER!!
just hope i wun see her again after this posting!

oh god..im very very very tired after being so free in this ward..
im kind of a workaholic..so dun expect me to not to be lazy when i have less things to do in the ward..GIVE MY WORK TO DO!!!
ya ya ya..people will say that im born LAZY right? hahas..used to it..

alrights..it's almost 11.30 already..
got to go to slp again, if not...i'll be late for work!!
nites((: