HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

yupps..just got home from Loyang.went dere to 'bai bai'.ALOT of people okay..it's PACKED & the smoke from the joss stick can make anyone's eyes water..

had our reunion dinner at home(as usual)..woke up at 11am to help with the preparation.it's really very tiring to be in the kitchen for so long.
but it's worth it seeing everyone enjoying the steamboat(:
im still hungry k.dunno why.maybe IM A PIG! LOL!

im staying up the whole night..
no tv shows to watch.pretty bored.
audi also play like so jialat..

my side of the room is finally tidied!! CONGRATS TO ME!!
it's such a hussle for me to decide which items to go into the bin
cleared pretty much of my stuff..& some soft toys..
i seriously have alot of soft toys which are piled on top of my cupboard..
i think only 15% is sheree's..
here's a pic of them:


it's a holiday for me this mon & tues..
after tat im gonna get back into the ward & start to be a good student nurse..
hmmm..it's the first time im wondering..do i suit to be a nurse?
with really so much pressure coming form this ward..i start to question myself..
did i really choose the wrong course?
OMG..2 more weeks in the ward, exams coming,STRESSED!!
i still have not started flipping through my lect notes o.O
i know i got to revise , but i need my sleep...

WINNIE IS CRAZY, & yes, she really is..
she intends to alter her levis jeans to SHORTS!!
& tat jeans was bought by her husband(she wants me to write husband instead of boyfriend-.-)

alright i shall not talk about her anymore..
here's what i did for this week,
attachment started on monday in W45..
observed lots of skills since then..
did in/out, NGT feeding, serve medications etc...
followed the YR3s, acc students & junior SNs..
yupps..& i really learnt alot during this 1 week..
only my medication..i really hav to read up alot..

& so, MY WEEKEND IS HERE!!
CCC actually called me ytd, they want me to work?
today i bet they'll call me again..but im meeting faridah at bugis later..
cant be bothered by them..
i still hav my new year clothes to buy..sobs..but im really out of money already..
sigh..what a sad new year..

oh ya..1 of my neighbour committed suicide
apparently he jumped off form the building (my block)
from my other neighbours, he(the deceased) stays on the 6th floor..
but he came up to the 11th or 12th floor to jump..
OMG..i cant stand people dying & i dont understand why he wants to jump & where he got the courage to jump!
my imagination starts to run wild, im thinking of the loud sound when he land on the ground..thinking of the possibilty of 'seeing him attempting to jump', blah blah blah..
why cant i stop seeing those dying dying stuffs..

& yes, im going to cut my hair tmr!!
sponsored by winnie! LOL!!

yes, first day in ward 45.
& my day was all messed up..
messed up by myself i mean..
i had only 4 hours or so of sleep, due to late night drinking with angie & francis..
all right..firstly, i placed my nametag in my other uniform,
next, i din not bring my scissor & watch
den, i din even rmb to bring my learning guide..
luckily the SSN was kind enough to let me off today..
the 'sway' thing was..i kena whacked by this particular patient-.-
i saw her on the verge to falll as she was sitting on the side rails,
so i went over to her & asked her to lie down..
she insisted on getting down & blah blah..i dunno wad language she's speaking..
& things got so jialat tat she just gave me her fist!
& im so sorry tat my reaction was so vulgar.. =X

slacked slacked in the ward, went for this dysphagis talk at auditorium..
i was so tired tat i fell asleep for almost half of the talk..
& so, after work(at 4), francis came,
wanted to ask angie out for dinner..but din get to meet her in the end..
me & francis went The Central, had subway, did some shopping..LOL
i bought a dress & 3 cute stuffs..


it's so cute right?

francis wanted to pay this but i returned him the money((:

something very LOL..
the lady working in this shop had thought tat im getting married,
cos i bought the sweet couple,
so when i was looking around for dress,
she showed me 1 which she say it'll look nice on me on my wedding day -.-

anw.yupps..bused home,
it was a long ride home, & i guess...im really thinking too much..
is it me who's too sensitive or what?
i dont know why i just feel, mixed up?
oh im sorry francis, u're always blur when i start to anyhow think..

got to do research on urine culture etc..
hope tmr will be a better day for wendy((:

met up with darling SN Amala on thurs..
helped out with NYP open hse ytd till 9pm,
cabbed to work..worn myself out..
went out smoking after closing with angie & aisha
so here are so random pic:





















more complicated things are occupying my mind..
sigh..got to prepare for work now..

met up with BC once again after work..
din really want to meet him, but im seriously hungry!
so went for prata again..& i ate super fast.LOL
he sent me home after tat, & sry BC, for bitting ur arm :P

WENDY PASSED HER BCLS!!
WOOHOO!!!! finally 1 heavy burden down..
but im having research methods & pharmacology presentaion tmr..
im having sch at 8am, for my RM presentation!!
having meeting at 12, for pharm b4 presention..
hmm..have lots of time to slp tmr..
yawn!!
meeting ade & the rest at WS tmr..
ernest going NS already!!

sigh..im working on wed..sian!!
working on fri, sat & sun as well..
den attachment starts!!
do i have time to even buy my new year clothes?

sigh.it's only the start of 2009,
cant anything good happen to me?

michelle's wedding photos are out!!
she look so gorgeous lah,
& raymond is starting to look more & more manly..(only in the suit lah)
but they really look so sweet together..
*ENVY*
i told girl i wanna get married too, & take thoe photo shoots
& she ask me find a guy who's mature enough,
earn & save money before getting married..
& not get those young chaps who is 'bai jia zi'?
LOL..

seriously..im hungry! sobs..
sorry i cant join u for supper, BC
supper on wednesday? ((:

look at the time now!! it.s 4.17 & im still not asleep yet..!!
im like so dead la..
BCLS TMR!!! Sobs..
i just started playing LUNA Online & i cant stop!
NONONO!!! I cant afford to be addicted to this game.LOL
im still not done with my pharm notebook & the presentation!
& i still hav my BCLS & Research method presentation..
SIAN!!!
can i not continue with this course?
alright, im talking rubbish here..
anw, i woke up at 8 this morning,
went for a run with BC,
just one round somewhere near Tmart..
after tat had mc breakfast..
both sis was surprises tat i woke up so early, esp sheree.LOL
alright..the morning run was wasted..LOL
yupps, met up with BC after work..
& he bought an egg tart for me, durian egg tart!!
It's simply delicious.THANKS BC ((:

ADDICTION!! OMG, cannot cannot..
i hav to slp soon
working from 3.30 to 10.30 tmr..
NO TIME TO PRACTICE BCLS!!
got to read up more bout those too, just in case the lecturer ask..

sigh..it's been a month since...something already...
i dunno why this happen, have i done anything wrong?
i see no reason to continue whatever im doing now..

alright, once again i din manage to tell my bosses that im quitting..
I CANT STAND THEM!!
ive been hoping tat i can leave, tat they would wanna sack me..
BUT NO!! One girl from phillipines is leaving cos they find her hard to work with..
& they say it's my fault tat they dun wan her..
but..WHAT THE FUCK HAV I DONE?!?!
whatever shit it is..i dont bother to explain to themm..
cos..they like to assume things..assume tat they are right & no one should question them anything!!
WHATEVER...!
&when i thought im working for another day (saturday) this wk,
they ask me to work on sunday too..cos aisha had a bike accident..
damn..gonna see them for another day..

anw..kiat(one of my boss) gave me chocolates (which hav the words: happy new year)
it's aint really bad working with them actually, it's just their tempers..
CANT STAND THEM!!
the 'seniors' & aunties are right..
if im more bad-tempered, i would long ago f them upside down & left..
who the hell can tahan them sia...

i really dread going work..sigh..only BC knows why la(i think)
other than the bosses i dun wanna see..HAHAS!!

oh yupps yupps..met BC & his fren..eh..forgot her name liao..
waited for them at prata shop..ate mee goreng & teh cino!!
after tat we bought carlsberg from 7-11, sat outside malay kopitiam chit chat..
i did a bad thing today..i bought a new pack of cigg..
sobs sobs..dunno wad makes me wanna smoke again..

got to sleep already!
is dere bio lect tmr? zzz..no idea..
i hope i can wake up in the morning lah..
im not working tmr! but i still end class at 5pm..SIANSATION!!

play audi first..^^

i time to blog much today..
cos im going to work soon..
pathetic right?!
i worked on new year's eve & im working today too!!
damn siian..having celebrated my new year with CCC..
anw..met yihan after work for a drink..
so we were at 201, with our carlsbergs..
so boring.chatted until about 5?, den we went home..

i'll be meeting BC today for a drink! hopefully lah..
if not we'll be going to hav prata & teh at 201 again..HAHAS!!

working at 6 today, hope i wun be late((:

oh oh..HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MYSELF!!
& here's my new year resolutions:
1-> Study well for my upcoming exams
2-> Not skip any tut( eh..lect can skip lah)
3-> Continue the rest of my semesters.LOL
4-> Shall keep my desk tidy for the rest of 2009
5-> Be more cheerful-looking(:
6-> Get a guy whom i'll love dearly( & vice versa)!
7-> hmmm..no idea wads next..will add more..but it wun be posted.LOL!!