been quite a while since i've blogged
yupps.one week that's not wasted.that's this week!
been helping out at MINDS.& today, thay had their family day.& i went to help too!
Phew.it's so tiring yet, enjoyable.
Im helping out next few weeks too(:

Eye infection.kns.my eyes are super red can..
thanks to those coloured-contacts.im specs-bound again..
OMG.i hav to wear specs for my pract too?
-.- i wonder what will bocome of my specs when i fall down

Going for 'qing ming' tmr..
got to wake up early again.OMG!!

Omg.Should i visit the doc? been having flu since tues..

ohoh.went bowling with mummy & sisters at ehub in the afternoon
we're so so lousy kies..mummy's the pro one

while on our way back.i had a thought.wad the hell happened to me
i think i really screwed up my past & present.
i really dunno how to explain much but seriously..things are getting my crazy!!
the funeral has passed.but i still cant let go..
ya right.im emotional.very emotional..
i really cant stand the thought of a love one leaving me
i have to accept it.& i really trying hard to accept..
just dun leave me alone.i just need someone by my side

gonna visit grandmas at Bright Hill temple tmr morning..
i hope..they're living great now..

Seriously, LOTS happened this 2 weeks
missed girl's wedding.am super guilty for it

Dear Girl, you said we were sisters. I really wished i could attend your wedding. I wanted to play a part for your most important day. But i'm sorry girl, things are inevitable. I failed to attend your wedding. This made me feel, once again, that i am not part of the 4 sisters. I needed comfort, but i know you were busy. I should be left alone. Let me cry all i want. Take care of yourself & my beloved godson. ILY

grandma passed away, peacefully.
thought everyone got it over pretty fast
i sure we still miss her..afterall..she's our grandma
everything settled already, i've quit my ccc job
planning to study for my supp paper this week & the next
mummy's holiday's next week, after that when she start sch, im going to her sch to volunteer

life's like that yea?
i've really missed out alot in life..

alrites.i went back for my pract
bruises here & dere.totally disgusting
dad's been helping me rub it.DAMN PAIN ALRITES.
but however pain it is, the pain is incomparable...

yes it's a new week, & there goes another week of my holidays..
6 more weeks of holidays!!!

visited grandma at SGH today
she seems to be deterioting..she's super skinny now!
she's off drip & plug on her arm & foot, except for the one on her abdomen for the morphine..
her swollen arms & foot looks so..........disgusting...
anw..she's FINALLY on NGT, awaiting for the dietician..
it's even worse than CGH, how inefficient can they be?
MY GRANDMA HAS BEEN STARVING SINCE LAST LAST THURS!!
which is like 12 days?!?!
SIGH..i fear for the worse...

oh my.my memory is indeed failing me
i've completely forgotten that im meeting the gang for dinner on tues!!
but thanks to mich tat i finally remembered..
isnt the pregnant lady supposed to be more forgetfull than i am? =x
we're gonna meet at 6.30 at.....hmmm..no idea which restaurant would tat be..
& yupps. im having my pract tmr, so i'll be rushing down to meet them
alrights, i'll look super weird tmr..
& hopefully this time, the weather would be just nice..

gonna play maple.. ((: