yeah i failed my pract again!
& i have 2 immediate failure!
DAMN IT!
but at least i only have 10 demerit points..
i wonder how those already on the road manage to avoid getting caught for not checking blind spots, not stopping for pedastrains, not giving way to other traffic etc..
next revision & pract the following sun

stoned at home
tried to start my assignment but i fell asleep after only reading few pages of the management book =x
going sch tmr to do? hmmm...lazy!
gan jiong ga jiong!! 1 more weeks to go!

i haven start buying my new year clothes!!
got to finish assignment FAST!

mummy needs the com.sian..
i going slp again.TIRED!
& i dunno why my both hands have been numb since afternoon =X
some warning for anything thats coming?

home alone for the night!
met bc for dinner at pizza hut
make him pay, i feel kinda bad :P
he left for bugis to meet his gf at bout 8pm
i'm getting fatter & fatter!!
but i dont care!!

at home watching the korean drama
2 more episode to go!!
i can start my assignment soon!!

revision & pract 5 early tmr morning!
hope i can pass =X
& tat i will come home with more bruises!

why is my weekends always so miserable?

TMD!
really super bu shuang!!
ARGHX!
cant wait to start attachment
den i'll be either be working or sleeping the whole day
i shall be blind to everything!!

feeling so uncomfortable these few days..
hope i get better by sunday
den i can ride my bike at ease ((:

did some window shopping at tamp today
nothing much, just bought a long sleeve top from mango
went whitesands library stoned for 2 hours before heading home
hmmm..where to shop for new year clothes??
not in the mood for new year ):

what's with the weather?!
has it really got to do with global warming?
LOL!

was freezing cold when i when e-lab & library after class
fingers were numbed all the way till i reach tamp
but now it's freaking humid!!

last min change the scenario for assignment
but i still super lazy to do
shall stone at home to do

clinical posting is out!
i'll start attachment in march!
all the way till august!
so excited!!
cant wait for the attachment!! :D

is everything really my fault?
why am i doing the work at home while she slack
why am i responsible for keeping OUR room tidy?
why am i responsible for your dinner
i cant believe tat you are opting for NURSING!!
i'm not saying tat i can but u cant
I'm just really SURPRISED!!
Didnt u think, like many others, that nursing is a SHIT JOB?
didnt u think that nurses are lowly paid & shit
WHY COME NURSING?
u wan to prove tat u can do better than both of your sisters?
u got 23 for your Os & u think u ought to get better score?!
seriously i dont get what you are thinking..
why come nursing when u have been bad-mouthing this course, this career?!
why cant u just fucking understand what everyone is doing for you?
u dont even respect your own family
what makes you think you will respect the nurses, the patients?!
guess u would get the sponsorship, get the money & start again to think that your $800/month is really that important!
& dont u dare get your allowance from mummy!

sorry, fucking bad mood.
since afternoon.
i know, i should control.
I DID!
isnt a small-headed yoshi still yoshi?
ya,only she knows what kind of yoshi you love.
u were with me today from bout 2 to 6?
for that 4 hours...will you die if u dont smoke?
just half an hour more u'll be in bishan..
cant u just wait for that 30 mins more?!

i really feel that something is changing...
i was asked a question:
'do you see yourself marrying him?' &
'have you thought of saving enough money to marry him?'
HAA...
i use to have that thought...
but the longer we are together, this dream seems impossible
i dare not even dream of it now..
THE GREATER YOUR HOPES, THE HARDER YOU FALL.
i cant see myself being with you..
in any case, i'm just waiting ..
only a matter of time...

those aside, sch work is more important
an hour lect tmr
staying back after class, determined to start on my essay
perhaps the skeleton of it =X
hopefully Piaf will ask me to work on friday

been to bugis for CNY-clothes-shopping
came home empty handed
novena next stop, next week.

nothing to celebrate this new year
no bf to show my aunts still..

YEAH! finally i can got into blogger!
but i still cant get into facebook!!

anyways, reached home at 7 plus
though i only work for 4 hours,
but office work is really very tiring!!
aching from sitting dere for 4 hours ,printing & cutting stuffs!!

lect from 10-12pm
i dont want to go school!!
& i've not yet done my essay!
FREAKING LAZY TO DO!!!
hmmm..i'll be alone the whole day in sch anyway..
nothing much to say to my bestie this few days
maybe i just really dont blend in
but hope we'll be fine soon

going shopping for new year stuffs tmr (:
hmmmm...
or not...
he's staying back in sch to do his project
dont think i'll be staying in sch to do my essay..
going stone stone around..
haiis..

14 days to my due date
damn it! i've not done a SHIT!

freaking pissed with someone..
why cant she fucking understand everyone's intention?
cant she try to understnd for once?!
all she cares is herself!

ok.shant say her..
maybe i sometimes also disregard everyone's kindness

watching korean show now
it's getting more & more interesting!!!

i wanna go shopping for new year's clothes!
buy dresses & heels!!! ((:

working tmr at 2pm
but meeting michelle for lunch

& the show on channel 5 now is exciting!!
SPEED is the name of the show i think
it's nice!!!
wahaha..

Im VERY NERVOUS NOW!!!
going for my revision soon
& i've totally forgotten how to ride a bike!!!
what gear to use & stuffs!! AH!!!
butterflies, worms, cockcroach & whatever insects in my stomach now!!
=X

he lost his phone ytd
& it has been confirmed, cant get back
thanks to the selfish cabby driver
may bad luck befall him!!
i wonder why humans do such things?
isnt it a kind act for returning what u've found?
no time to saymuchnow

going for revision!!!!!!!
=X

woken up by him at 9am!
he lost his new phone!
GREAT!
how careless can he get?
not the firt time he lost his phone
but it's a new phone this time!!
i've search the net & it seems tat it's really hard to retrieve the phone
unless it has GPS with it
so baby, next time get a phone with GPS, tracker & add pin to your phone!!
just in case the phone cant get back & whoever got that phone cant use it too!!

rushing to finish the korean drama now
going down sch to meet him..
hmmm..he's wearing his blazer?
i'll look like a kid walking next to him..

my neck is killing me!!
oh my god!! oh my god!! oh my god!! oh my god!!
no matter how much tiget balm i rub also no use )P:
revision tmr! hope it wun be too sunny!
&& my pract on sun will pass!!!
*nervous*

24 days to new year!!!
yet to do my shopping!
yet to do spring cleaning!!
i have lots to throw!! or rather, i ought to throw but....dont bear to throw..:P
hmmm...my aunts ask me to bring him along during new year..
but..it's impossible ba...
he's going malaysia to visit his grandparent..
&...what's the point of bringing him to my relative's place?
why should i bring him when.....none of his relative knows that i'm his gf?
suan le ba..keep things this way..
maybe then, i wont be so demanding..

2010..it's already a bad start for me..
how worse can things get?
i love being alone anyway..
without friends..
without anything..
ya..how worst can things get?

an hour lect today..
went down to tanjong pagar for work
though it's just 3 hours, my fingers are aching from all that writing!!
& cold in the office!!
dumb of me to thought tat i can tahan the coldness! =X
walk around the pasar malam after tat..
bought sour plums & some food to fill my empty stomach!
intended to bus back but took train in the end..

not feeling well since morning..
ate 5 panadols already!!!
slping early tonight..!!!

no sch tmr! YEAH!!
but erm..going out with him?
hmmmm....

catching the korean show online now!
waiting for mummy to return prepare steamboat!!
YEAH I'M HAVING STEAMBOAT!!!
super hungry..!
woke up early morning..went cdc top up my acc
& BOOKED PRACT 5!!
so long nvr ride bike already,no strength le..
sure to fall down when i go through the fig.8!
hopefully i can pass =x

girl told me no need go her office today..
so went sch..loitered around..
wait for 2pm to collect my admin card..
so stone at the stadium from 12 to bout 2pm!!
& yes! i'm tanner again!!!

mummy is still not back
i wan my steamboat!!!!

under the sun too long today le..
headache...
mild heat stroke :P

2 hour lect tmr..
got to start doing my essay!!!

it's weekend again!!
i'm only left with my last ICA & the 1500 word essay!
have to start doing tat essay next week!
i'm looking for job still..
& mich has intro-ed me a part time job at her work place
it's admin work & i wonder how will i take tat job..hmmm...

hmmm..something's just wrong between me & him..
but i seriously have no idea..
hmmm...suan le..haiis

not feeling well since i woke up..
cooked bobur hitam again!
& it's nicer than the previous one! ((:
headache now. shall replanish my sleep after i finish watching tat korean show

no time to blog
sheree's back & she needs to submit her courses online
she is choosing RP's courses & nursing!!
NO NO NO NO NO!!!!
thought i dun like the thought of her having a laptop..
but..i dun like her come nursing..
daddy wants to use com too..
zzz
slping early tonight (:

no time to blog
sheree's back & she needs to submit her courses online
she is choosing RP's courses & nursing!!
NO NO NO NO NO!!!!
thought i dun like the thought of her having a laptop..
but..i dun like her come nursing..
daddy wants to use com too..
zzz
slping early tonight (:

com lagging.damn it!
watching the korean show but cant log into facebook)):

anyway i went running today!! with terry..
tat lil boy wore his blade but wanted me to pull him
so i pulled him & run.hahas!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!!
sorry baby cant accompany u for the whole day
but i hope u like your present (:

i was called to go for an interview, but it's at clarke quay..
pay is good, but it's at clarke quay!!!
should i go???
looking for other jobs..
I NEED TO RETAKE MY RTT!! SIAN!!!

1 hour lect from 1-2pm tmr!!

ohoh..i din have my afternoon sleep this few days
& not even on the bus!
keep it up! sleep lesser!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHOO CHOO,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! :P
Finally it's your birthday!
Hope u'll be happy spending your birthday with me (:

i ought to be sleeping now
but i just cant get to sleep!
here pain dere pain blah blah blah...
spent my afternoon cooking bubor hitam today!!!
daddy says it's nice ((:
shall cook it more often.
brought Terry out at night..
bought my stuffs, went arcade with him
tat lil boy is just sooooooo adorable when he plays the games

2 hour lect at 10am later on
damn tired..can i not go sch??

still thinking where to go with the birthday boy

O levels results are out!
& sheree gotten 23 with 2 B3s
5 credits for 6 subjects!!!
GRATS!!!
at least she also got 20 something!!
& tat she can go poly!!!
her teachers are asking her to take up nursing -.-
no way man...stupid teacher..
she's trying her luck on biomedical science..
results will be out on...dunno when..
mummy says the com is 'hers' for this few days
TMD..i wan watch my drama!!!

anyways i had classes today at 12pm
or rather had class.din noe i only having 1 lesson
bloody hell.i brought my book for nothing

headache, toothache, bodyaches are still clinging tightly to me
& the lazy bug is on me too!!1
I HAVENT START MY 1500 WORD ESSAY!!!

ohoh..i had to retake my RTT )):
it's only valid for a year?!?!
plus i got to renew my bike thingy..
HURRY WENDY!!!
GET A GOD DAMNED JOB & GET YOUR LICENCE ASAP!!!

oh dinner now.super duper hungry ((:

stoning at home for my weekends..
yang is sick so i'm home!
LOL.super sian la..
wanna watch movie!!
some idiot asked me out for movie ytd but i think tat idiot forgot about me

i've yet to do anything bout my 1500 word essay,,
been watching the korean drama since i woke up
& daddy has been nagging at me since

my back is really very very painfull!!
lazy take bout those rubbish now..
going take lunch & bond with my bed!!

am i on my own now?
maybe i should be.
i find that i really cant rely on anyone now..
or in future...

i really dont understand myself
how can i be so happy now but sad 1 second later?
maybe i really expected to much from u..
u dont like to be restricted..i know..
but cant u just.....for my sake?
it's ok...i know u cant...
i'm not as important as u say i am..
with you..i can no longer hold on to my dream...
but will u ever let me go?

just let me drift into my own wonderland..

why am i waiting for something which do not, does not & will not exist?!
i'm really tired from all these waiting..

i dont bother trying not to be negative...
fretting bout this & that..
i'm just not in the mood to think & do anything now
i just want to sleep sleep & sleep the whole day
SLEEP TILL I ROT TO DEATH!!
or maybe i should eat to death!!
no idea why i'm always hungry this few days ):

thought of my new new year resolution
yea i know i din post the old one
so here's the new one:
1~Quit smoking TOTALLY!!
2~No VUGARITIES!!
3~Be less lazy!!
Go jogging at least thrice a week!
Wake up at 6am on weekdays & 8am on weekends
4~Get a da*n job!!
5~Prepare & do welll for exams & PRCP!!
6~Cant think of anymore at this point of time ( it's 12.06am now)

watched TREASURE HUNTER with him!
any show is nice with JAY CHOU in it!
hmmmmm.................

random de:
my back & neck hurts again..
i need a job to earn money to continue my pract!
i'm super lazy to study but NO CHOICE!!!
SIGH!!!

week 12 semester 2 starts tomorrow!!!
2 tutorial at 12pm & at 2pm..
meeting for management at 3pm
it's gonna be super bored!!!

watched Alvin & the Chipmunks with bc this afternoon
they are just so adorable!!
next show on my list--TREASURE HUNTER!!!
starring JAY CHOU!!
i dont care if it's a lousy show, i just wanna watch JAY CHOU!!!

this whole week will be 1 busy week..
got to start on my individual assignment soon!!!
& i'm going to look for job again!!
my bike thingy expires mext month, damn it!
got to renew it & START MY PRACT!!

watching the korean drama ((:

i'm not going to post my 2010 resolution here
wahaha..BC should noe what is it..
tat guy dun wan to write it for me!!
shall whack him when i meet him for movie later!
Yeah! Finally i'm going to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks!
& i wanna watch that movie which stars JAY CHOU!!! ((:
but i've yet to check the timing :p

school's starting again soon
tut presentation on the first day
ICA presentation in 2 weeks
& i have yet to start on my individual assignment!!!
my 1500 words essay!!!
JIAYOU!! Few more weeks of studying & 1 exam to go..
den i'll start my attachment!!!!
i really cant wait to get into the wards!

mummy's gonna kill me if she comes out & find me still on the com!
IT'S 2.56am now!!!
addicted to the korean drama.. :P
the characters are all so cute!!
except that BITCH!!
yeah i'm talking bout the drama that's showing on channel U at 7pm on wkdays

should sleep soon..getting more & more hungry ):