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To See What Cant be Seen
.Wednesday, December 31, 2008
' 00:08 Y
love that never once existed♥

im like so slack today..
woke up so late, left hse at 12 plus,
went TM walk again, searching for Layho's gift..
settled for a bracelet after zillions of years..LOL
reached sch at 3 for pharmacology tutorial..
left for Mc Nair Road in a cab with Fidah & Shida's to lela's hse
played games, exchanged gifts, ate delicious food prepared by lela's mother & son, watched hindu movie..
the movie ended at 8 plus, by the time most of them had left..
i stayed to watch Little Nyonya!!
after the show, chatted with lela, den she acc-ed me down & showed me the busstop =X
took 21 back to tamp..
& so im home, just before midnight..!

it's the last day of 2008!
hmmm..something happened last year's today,
so fast, it's been 1 year already..
we've gone through so much in the past 4 years?
hope we can maintain things as it is..
all the best for u too..

hmmm..have not thought of my 2009 resolution yet..
BUT, 1 must do thing is to EXERCISE!!
im going to run on alternate days starting from 1st Jan!!

the rest of the resolution...
i'll give it a thought when im sleeping..
right now, im going to play audition!!

hungry hungry..


.Tuesday, December 30, 2008
' 03:34 Y
love that never once existed♥

OMG, LOOK AT THE TIME!
1 more day to 2009!!

im bored, too bored!
it's sch today, reached sch for 2 for a supposedly meeting, but dere's none!
so Fidah & I rot outside LTK, along with Shida who is having meeting..
waited till 5 pm for 1 pathetic health psychology tutorial
apperently we din skip cos WE SKIPPED THE TUT BEFORE!!

acc-ed fidah take train, i alighted at yishun..
took 39 back to tamp, met up with sis & xh..
wanted to buy layho's present & my CNY clothes
but..i only bought a pair of flats..RED FLATS!
dere's pasar malam beside TM, bought some food from dere,den took bus home..
mummy kept some dinner for us, & so we ate again -.-

sheree dl-ed audition..
so im back to playing it..
I DAMN NOOB CAN!!

Anyway, I SAW ELVIN NG ON SUNDAY AT THE CHEESECAKE CAFE!!
He's SO shuai can !!!
I served him & talk to him!!
& LOL, why am i so agitated!@#$%^&*()
Whatever, it's not the first time i see & talk to celebs anyway..

Oh yes, it's tuesday now..
i've got lots of thing undone..
my entreprenuer shit thing, pharm presentation, research method slides, pharm drug notebook & BCLS TEST!!!

GRATS FIDAH FOR PASSING YOUR BCLS!!
ALL THE BEST TO SHIDA TOO ((:

back to my shit stuffs..
yawn..im still in my 2 weeks holiday mood,
i cant get to sleep unless it's past 3am,
cant wake up early in the morning..
& i still cant convert back to my 'schooling' mood..

sigh..can i just drop put from this course?
i definitly cant pass my BCLS test next monday...


.Friday, December 26, 2008
' 17:10 Y
love that never once existed♥

met up with them on tues, went marina square 'dian xiao er' for dinner..
was a little moody lah..sigh..
but i really envy those sisters...dunno why..
called raymond when i leaving cos i dunno how to go to the mrt station!!
anyway..he acc-ed me to tamp, chatted bout both of them, & other stuffs..
thanks jie-fu :D

it's christmas ytd!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
it's so pathetic to spend xmas at home, was supposed to meet francis for pool at Safra but i went out with my family to 'si ma lu' to baibai..
after tat went ecp look for my aunt, had KFC
den we sat down by the sea, me & winnie went to have our feet on the sand...
took pics..but sis camera going to spoil liao..siian..

3 more days of holidays, but im working all 3 days!!!
im so sick of my job lah..
everyday tio gan.I WAN CHANGE JOB!!!
so siian.im working at 7pm today.zzz..
tmr working at 3.30, wonder how m i going to survive..

im so dead lah, so many things not done yet..
my pharmacology note book is only 15% done,
haven touch on my revision yet..
hmmm..blah blah blah lah..


.Tuesday, December 23, 2008
' 14:03 Y
love that never once existed♥

went marina barage today((:

2 more days to xmas day!!
& my day totally sucks tmr..IM WORKING TILL 12.30 AM TMR!!
yawn..cant be bothered..

OUCH!! i've been bitting my tongue since ytd..damn it..
does accidental bitting of tongue implies anything?

anyway..im meeting them later for dinner!!
will be meeting ws first den meet girl at city hall..
i din get any xmas gifts for them!! :X
hmmm..thought of meeting ws earlier to maybe buy some stuffs..
but..too late lah..hahas..im gonna rot at home first..


.Sunday, December 21, 2008
' 23:36 Y
love that never once existed♥

it's sunday!! And yes, im only left with 1 more week to do EVERYTHING!
ive not started studying for exams, not done with my presentations, etc etc...
I've been wasting me past 1 week, going back to sch..working..blah blah blah...
& yes, im working 4 days next week as well..
it's gonna be so so so tiring for me...
i'll be spending xmas with them..celebration on 28th & im gonna cook something for them..& 31st dec, i hav to work!!!! & i can only countdown with them!!!
damn pathetic isnt it? NO LIFE!!!
i tink im gonna do so badly for my exams...sigh...
no preparations at all..& worst still..im clueless about everyting tats coming out for exams!!

im going sch for BCLS practice again tmr afternoon..
& hopefully this time i can really do the whole thing correctly...
next im going to get my stats blog over & done with..got to put in the blogskin & lots of typing..
den i'll spend my tuesday morning rotting on my bed, go out in the evening to buy my new yr clothes!!!
wednesday full shift!! from 3pm to 12.30am!!!
i'll be a dead pig on thurs...

hmmm..guess my next post will be thousands of days later...
im so lazy to blog..
no idea why..
cos my life is pathetic..


.Thursday, December 11, 2008
' 21:14 Y
love that never once existed♥

finally down to the last week of sch..
work tmr till sun & im free for 2 weeks!!
but i wanna go zoukout on sat!! Aisha going sia.SOBS!!
less one person acc me work on sat & sun..wonder how my life wil be..
it's 2 weeks of holiday!!
but i hav to go back on monday to practice BCLS at 9am!!!
after tat i having meeting for Research Method at 11am..
dun hav any plans for the rest of the days, other than working..
Eyer..wad if they ask me to work all 5 days?!?! for 2 weeks!!!
So no life..i wanna watch movies..wanna go shoopping!!! LOL

ANYWAY..today's 1 thursday that i end class early..
actually i finish at 2 den din wan to wait till 5 for AN lect so i skipped!
IM ON A DATE WITH FIDAH TODAY!! LOL!!
treated her to Pizza Hut at Causeway point..
(the pics will be uploaded once i find my USB cable)
sat in the restaurant for almost 2 hours!
after tat jalan around CWP..
yupps..& im so sorry to a particular shop where i broke 1 of their assessories =X

she acc-ed me trained back to yishun den she trained back to jurong east..
THANKS FIDAH!!!

last day of sch!!
looking forward to my 2 weeks break?


.
' 00:25 Y
love that never once existed♥

it's thursday!!
yepps..been through tonnes of events this week..
esp monday..IT'S A HOLIDAY!!
yupps..chalat's on monday, had barbeque..
drink a little with sis, played with the burning charcoals, & i did study for RM alrights?
just tat i cant get anything into my useless brain..
but i did get C!! me & fidah got the same score for both sections yet, she got a B!!
Anw.i dun bother much.i had expected an F right?
so returned to chalat after class..
went kbox with mummy, daddy, sis & 2 of my cousins..
brrr..the aircon was damn cold can..sang until bout 12 midnight..
wednesday went sch with my small bag again.thanks mummy, for bringing my bag back.
had presentation at 9, but i was late for rehearsal..
we were supppsed to hav bio lect from 9 to 11..
hmmm..so we bought mac to outside LTK, ate & i slept for nearly 2 hours?!
guess im pretty worn out, having slept on uncomfortable wooden plank & mattress..
& it's so freezing cold!!!
yea..having throat irritations, cough & stuffs..
but who cares rights? LOL!!

BCLS Theory's today..i think i did pretty badly despite it being so easy..
i just hav myself to blame for not reading the questions properly..

got to rush out my 1000 words what-ever-rubbish tonight for my entrepreneur..
AH!! my eyes just dun wanna open!!
i wanna go for massage..my neck is KILLING me!!
Practise for BCLS later..
i managed to do complete BCLS for 2 manikins on tues..
hopefully i can do it for later..

i think it's time for me to sleep...YAWNS!!


.Friday, December 5, 2008
' 01:52 Y
love that never once existed♥

BCLS is so hard..
i cant even give 10 perfect compressions..
my scar stil hurts..but ple will say it's just an excuse..
who cares anyway right?
I missed out some questions from section A.
Time out.Results out.I got a D..
cant bother much.as long as i pass
too many things happened..
who can i say to..

when wil hav hav the courage to quit tat job..
my back & neck will break even before i could even say..
Im tired...when will it be my turn..to die?

presentations next week..OMG..does anyone wants to see my panda eyes?!?!
im super hungry now lah.just now went ws hse dere.only ate the chicken bought from pasar malam..he keep saying i cannot eat this cannot eat that..LOL!! si wee siong..

bio lect at 9am tmr!! 3 hours of bio & im gonna skip it!!
so i'll be sleeping outside LTK!! LOL


.Wednesday, December 3, 2008
' 23:37 Y
love that never once existed♥

OMG..i actually posted 1 entry in the afternoon when im in elp
but WHERE THE HELL IT WENT?!?!
LOL..anyway..shortcut of wad i wrote..
i woke up at 9 when my supposed pharmacology lect start at 9!!
reached sch at 11, tapped for both psychology lect, & practice stats until 2 plus, with the help of fidah & a china guy(i forgot his name)..
wanted to see a doc for my stupid fever & flu & whatever shit..
but i went home, used com to practice stats again, den left with mummy to visit grandma..
we stayed out until so late, im so tired..HEADACHE!!!
i guess i cant practice much stats now, since my brain is not working well..
OH GOD..am i going to fail my stats?!?!
i dunno how to use the com!!!! IMMA COMPUTER IDIOT!!!
i damn cold now lah..wtf is happening to me..
ok.i noe i super random lah..but..
hmmm..i cant take it already.have to go sleep..
hopefully my alarm will ring tmr morning..
& tat ws will rmb to give me wake up call!!
den still hav to take bus to his place, to take bus to sch.LOL!!


.
' 00:12 Y
love that never once existed♥

Adult Nursing's presentation down
but im much more busy that i ought to be!!
Stats ICA test this thurs..& im not even halfway into my books..
Got to get my pharmacology done before fri..
work on fri, sat & sun..17 hours of work.total.
gonna be damn sucky..
Family Chalet next monday..lots of food to eat..BUT dere wun be any alcohol!!
Research Method ICA test next tues(im so gonna die)..
BCLS Theory Test next wed..
& work during the break week!
EYER!!
i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die..

yes, i finally finish watching that damn touching taiwan show..
不良笑花.it just make me wanna cry like mad..
facebookfacebookfacebookfacebookfacebook
ive been playing tis stupid facebook game since last week?
OMG.im so not going to get addicted...
i miss my sleep, my dreams..LOL


.Monday, December 1, 2008
' 02:18 Y
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Alright.Look at the time now!!!
yupps, im supposed to be slppeing now right?
but im too ***ing tired to be sleeping
2 hours ago, i was still wondering ard 201 with BC, drinking alcohol..
5 hours ago, i was still working like a bitch!
& YES!! work sucks like SHIT for the pass few days!
im so damn ***ing pissed with them for saying IM SLOW!
Cb can, they dunno any shit that customers are asking me questions, or that im clearing stuff or trying to get something done(as told by another 'senior')
they totally dun hav any system, or should i say PROTOCALL?
is that how i should spell that?
but yes, i still manage to change my schedule to a shorter time next weekend
i really cant stand starting work at 3.30 when ther is less customers, which also mean nothing much to do.
LOL..
alright.on fri after my elec, 3 of us went to check our bio results
IT'S OUT!! & guess what, the whole class (except for 3) got an A!!!
yupps yupps, im so happy can..even though it's only 30%
but HELLO,it makes alot of difference can..
im so gonna study even harder for my bio exams..!

hmmm..today its DECEMBER already..SO FAST!!!
i have social psychology's presentation tmr PLUS Adult nursing's presention on tues PLUS statistic ICA test on thurs PLUS meetings!!
im so gonna die..im not ready for the social psych's presentation yet!!

gonna play facebook's games for now((:


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