Omg.Should i visit the doc? been having flu since tues..

ohoh.went bowling with mummy & sisters at ehub in the afternoon
we're so so lousy kies..mummy's the pro one

while on our way back.i had a thought.wad the hell happened to me
i think i really screwed up my past & present.
i really dunno how to explain much but seriously..things are getting my crazy!!
the funeral has passed.but i still cant let go..
ya right.im emotional.very emotional..
i really cant stand the thought of a love one leaving me
i have to accept it.& i really trying hard to accept..
just dun leave me alone.i just need someone by my side

gonna visit grandmas at Bright Hill temple tmr morning..
i hope..they're living great now..