my great grandmother departed on 14 Aug at 2333pm
came back not long ago from the wake
strangers! YES! we're TOTAL STRANGERS!!
i seriously dont wanna go dere again
but too bad, had to finish the ritual & stuffs.

I have yet to start my revision yet!
GOD DAMN...my mind are loaded with craps + trash + rubbish!!!
thats what happened if u're not alone...
yes, i've been thinking bout .........something.
sigh..we started at the wrong time....& u're with the wrong person
as time goes by, i'll be hurting u even more....
could we just........

exams starts on thurs.the wake is until wed?
F***!! Seriously no time to study
no classes already..
will be stoning at home = falling aslp on my bed.
was thinking of spending my hours at Expo's Coffee bean
mummy suggested the place, ideal to study cos it's super quite
but..i tink i'll just rot at home..& die of excessive sleep.

when will we meet again?
u always realise something about me, each time i'm with u
but have u realised something?
something tat u dont see in my msges already?
maybe u know, but u din mention..
....i always find it hard to speak up with you around
our expectations are different....
our views are very different....
everything about us are very very different....
i shant deny tat i dont expect us to last..
we wont either..
i just dont understand a single thing about you. nor myself.

AH F***! I......i'm just a !@#$%^&* BITCH!!!
like a piece of SHIT next to you.