He left my place @ 1806 today
we had some stuffs to talk through but yet i was a MUTE!
it was partially bcos of tat, but mainly becos...
i just dont understand what you want.
Baby, i dont know how to be your girlfriend.
& i wont be Mrs Choo, i know.

i thought through lots for the past few days
i'm really trying as much as i could to..
i guess u might not understand my reason for those actions & thinking..
i dont wish for anything to happen to you, or us
till the day that everything will change..
im just waiting for that day to arrive..
even if that means i have to wait for even longer..
just not to see you getting hurt by me..

i guess by that time, you wont even know the wendy you know now
not when everything has changed.