Things aint going on well between me & baby.
should i continue to address him as baby?

I appreciate his effort to send me to work,
& also fetch me from work..
& all those things he did for me..
It's me baby..
I'm the one who always made u sad
My ttm-ness, always caused u to worry too much..
Perhaps we really dont....
letting each other go would be a better option ba..
in the end, we wil have to leave each other anyway..
honestly speaking..i seriously cant stand your over-worrying..
though i know that's because you really care alot
but each time when u called & start telling me those things..
i really wished i was deaf..
i dunno why i lesser & lesser patience when i talk to u..
is it becos i know we'll be ending son?
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Freaky headache.DAMN!
i'm so gonna get KILLED by fidah..
been talking nonsense to her..
"u going to marry him or his parents?"
"is tat more important or a happy marriage life more important?"
hmmmm...i dont think i can wait for him for 6 years?
AH!! dont wish to think anymore now..