tiring day today..
was woken up by fidah to get our books in sch
rushed down, was kinda pissed abit (sorry for anything fidah)
din manage to get our books but we kinda preordered it
acced him for lunch..
went to tpy with him, i stayed in the library while he had his hair cut
left the library at bout 5pm, had mutton soup before taking bus back
changed to train at tamp to changi airport to meet family for sakae
din really eat much, i guess my share only add up to less than $8!

bought my $10 slippers at 201, returned daddy that 10 bucks
damn it im really so poor like FUCK!
I REALLY NEED A BLOODY FREAKING JOB!!! TMD~!@#$%^&*()
i dont want ple to see me as some freaks who act kelian to use her bf/family's money
damn it IM NOT!! & I DONT WANT TO!!
really made me feel damn pathetic when they say i use my bf's money or wadever
baby u know i really feel bad using your money..
so no matter what, DONT spend ur money on me unnessarily again
sigh..JOB!! COME TO ME!! LOL!!!!

& baby, just get me ONE simple & cheap birthday present will do
& we shall have a simple dinner at my place? i cook for u & my family!!

alrights.shall rest early tonight
lesson starts at 8am & i will not be late!