am i on my own now?
maybe i should be.
i find that i really cant rely on anyone now..
or in future...

i really dont understand myself
how can i be so happy now but sad 1 second later?
maybe i really expected to much from u..
u dont like to be restricted..i know..
but cant u just.....for my sake?
it's ok...i know u cant...
i'm not as important as u say i am..
with you..i can no longer hold on to my dream...
but will u ever let me go?

just let me drift into my own wonderland..