is everything really my fault?
why am i doing the work at home while she slack
why am i responsible for keeping OUR room tidy?
why am i responsible for your dinner
i cant believe tat you are opting for NURSING!!
i'm not saying tat i can but u cant
I'm just really SURPRISED!!
Didnt u think, like many others, that nursing is a SHIT JOB?
didnt u think that nurses are lowly paid & shit
WHY COME NURSING?
u wan to prove tat u can do better than both of your sisters?
u got 23 for your Os & u think u ought to get better score?!
seriously i dont get what you are thinking..
why come nursing when u have been bad-mouthing this course, this career?!
why cant u just fucking understand what everyone is doing for you?
u dont even respect your own family
what makes you think you will respect the nurses, the patients?!
guess u would get the sponsorship, get the money & start again to think that your $800/month is really that important!
& dont u dare get your allowance from mummy!

sorry, fucking bad mood.
since afternoon.
i know, i should control.
I DID!
isnt a small-headed yoshi still yoshi?
ya,only she knows what kind of yoshi you love.
u were with me today from bout 2 to 6?
for that 4 hours...will you die if u dont smoke?
just half an hour more u'll be in bishan..
cant u just wait for that 30 mins more?!

i really feel that something is changing...
i was asked a question:
'do you see yourself marrying him?' &
'have you thought of saving enough money to marry him?'
HAA...
i use to have that thought...
but the longer we are together, this dream seems impossible
i dare not even dream of it now..
THE GREATER YOUR HOPES, THE HARDER YOU FALL.
i cant see myself being with you..
in any case, i'm just waiting ..
only a matter of time...

those aside, sch work is more important
an hour lect tmr
staying back after class, determined to start on my essay
perhaps the skeleton of it =X
hopefully Piaf will ask me to work on friday

been to bugis for CNY-clothes-shopping
came home empty handed
novena next stop, next week.

nothing to celebrate this new year
no bf to show my aunts still..