why am i waiting for something which do not, does not & will not exist?!
i'm really tired from all these waiting..

i dont bother trying not to be negative...
fretting bout this & that..
i'm just not in the mood to think & do anything now
i just want to sleep sleep & sleep the whole day
SLEEP TILL I ROT TO DEATH!!
or maybe i should eat to death!!
no idea why i'm always hungry this few days ):

thought of my new new year resolution
yea i know i din post the old one
so here's the new one:
1~Quit smoking TOTALLY!!
2~No VUGARITIES!!
3~Be less lazy!!
Go jogging at least thrice a week!
Wake up at 6am on weekdays & 8am on weekends
4~Get a da*n job!!
5~Prepare & do welll for exams & PRCP!!
6~Cant think of anymore at this point of time ( it's 12.06am now)

watched TREASURE HUNTER with him!
any show is nice with JAY CHOU in it!
hmmmmm.................

random de:
my back & neck hurts again..
i need a job to earn money to continue my pract!
i'm super lazy to study but NO CHOICE!!!
SIGH!!!