i just found out something..
something which is not supposed to be there
or it has been there all along
just that i chose to believe you?

i really hated myself
i cant act as if nothing happened
although it happened long ago, it is already the past
but i just cant forget..
i wanted to do something
but each time i talk to you...
hais...
you wanted to come over for dinner tmr
because of?

no idea what to write further...

was looking through some cook books while mum uses the com for her Bejeweled.
i wanna do desserts!!
those yummy pies + cakes + eggg tarts + whatever you can think of!!
but i think i better stick to my Bubor hitam
cos i only noe how to cook tat!
shall buy some herbs to cook herbal tea tmr

i finally bought a note book!
hmmm..wonder when will i start writing those darned stuffs into it
continue playing facebook games!
i need sleep but i dont care!