busy doing my note book.
yes, im still stucked at year one skills.
like ive said, 2 more days of stoning.
wanna work soon, at least i wont anyhow think.
was on the phone with him before he sleep..
lots in my mind, but all i dunno how to tell him..

feeling unwell in the tummy..
applied medicated oil & ate the powdery medicine..
not supposed to eat spicy stuffs but i ate the sambal/chinchalok stingray that mummy cooked :(

i said im trying to forget everything
but you know i cant
i cant stop being crazy to think bout those stuffs..
i want us to do things to show we're together..
but i know we cant...

putting those stuufs behind..
u're on afternon shift tmr..
thinking of going to your area..
send you to work.......