F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G.M.A.D!!!
it's going 1am, i'm still using lappy.
still waiting for someone's goodnight msg.
but these msg seems to be lacking these few days
just dont know what happened, & what's going to happen.
working later at 10.15am
still waiting...
watching korean 'drama'..[We Got Married]. A nice show which shows 4 pairs of celebrity 'couples' staying together blah blah blah..

msg received.think i'll be going to bed disappointed again.
i wonder if u have read that file in your lappy.
but i guess..u would rather read Z's blog than to read my crappy blog.
seriously, why still hang on?
i dont think u really told your mother...
dont u think it's unfair to me?
you always say you are busy.but cant you at least find some time to msg me?
tell me u're starting your break. or call me for awhile?
for the past few nights, i was on morning shift. but no matter how late you end work, i waited for you to return home..waited for your msg..your call..
but no calls....
except last night when you thought i didnt believe you.tats why u called.
you can say you're working till very late
but like you've said, i TTM.
u wan go club or wherever, i dont want to hear a single shit of it.
continue to lie if u must, like how u've been lying..
just make sure i wont know ANYTHING.
it's unfair..but since when have you been fair to me?!
your laptop..have you been expecting me to see those?
deliberately not deleting those clips, those photos & albums..
i ought to tell you..i've saved the album in my phone..
yes i'm dumb.VERY!
but other than hurting myself..
i really dunno what others ways i can do to not love you so much..