the letter should have reached its destination by now
it was wrong to do such stupid thing!
wanted to fetch him after work
but his slow reply, i didnt go down
his parents fetching him anyways..

am i really putting too much into this relationship?
why when he doesnt even do anything?
i'm just waiting to get disappointed again!

sis's bday next sun
planned something, told him long ago already
but he doesnt make any effort to rmb it
& of cos, he'll be working.
why did i ask him to go
i dont want him to see my relatives

i'm just so cheap,
unable to articulate well
unable to do things that a gf iss supposed to do
many things.
i feel so ashamed of myself.
i'm just not worthy!

sch tmr for parent's seminar
was hoping he could at least try to persuade his mother to let him stay over
or perhaps just rmb the timing & meet me in sch before the seminar
has he ever initiated anything?
it is really.......boring.......being with you...
11 months...of nothing..