cant write chinese here...
planning to change to other blogging webby

our relationship has changed
not better...for the worse...

we quarrelled over the smallest things, quarrelled over unrelated humans..
ya all my fucking fault?!
why does it always have to be my fault?
just bcos i'm [xiao hai zi]?!
any idea how much it hurts to hear that from u?
say u are different from him? SHIT YOU!
say u already forgotten her? DAMN! I DONT BELIEVE A SHIT!
u should be concerning bout me now
yet...at this point of time...
u responded to her post on facebook...
so what if she's sick?
Soo what she was your girl & is your friend now?!
Who is more important to you?

All along im just the fugly little thing u got to play with
dont tell me those things u did are proves that u really love me
I DONT FUCKING BELIEVE IT!
Things can be made up, feelings can be acted up,
LOVE CAN BE FUCKING FAKED OUT!

if u really loved me..u would have done something to the GOD DAMNED book & cards & the ring & every single thing about her!!
DONT GIVE URSELF REASONS!
Just admit that u still love her..that i'm just a substitute.

I dont want any promises from u.
i dont want those promises...
bcos the love is not valid.


Cause you wouldnt care.